May 17, 2011

One day down...

41 to go!

I survived day one of this:

and truth be told, it was harder than I thought it would be.
I felt hungry but it was more, I think, because I was restricted in what I could have.
It wasn't that I was really hungry, it was more that I knew I couldn't eat.
So I wanted to.
But I didn't.

The hardest part was the workout.
Not because it was physically difficult
but because it made me realize how out of shape I am.
And I felt ashamed.

But then
(after a little consoling from fella)
I told myself that that was why I was doing this.
To feel better
To feel proud of myself.

So I cooked dinner,
did some tidying up
watched an episode of Glee
and took my tired butt to bed.



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